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Saturday, November 04, 2006

5:52 pm

wearing: dr pepper shirt and jeans
mood: -

Death is something quite frequent this year. My family has been plagued with quite a few deaths especially this year. Today, we found out that my uncle died. Ng Eng Kiat. Just as with my grandmothers death earlier this year, i cant really feel a thing now. Its only during the funeral procession itself where i would probably cry.

Yet, looking back, i think i was hit the hardest by yeow yeows death. Even until now i miss him so much. Ive never gotten around apologizing to him for making him choke by poking him while he was eating his lemonbuttered salmon steak. My dad was angry with me then and scolded me for doing so. Yeow yeow was patient though, and gave me a small smile. Although i recall that smile was lightly threading on the threat 'one more time you die'. Thats one of the many memories with yeow.

I dont feel like going all emo so yes, ill just bury myself in tv until we go to my uncles house to see his body.

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Wednesday, November 01, 2006

11:18 pm

You may start off feeling a little sorry for the lecturer at first, but fast forward it to 2 minutes and you are just going to die laughing. Ive been laughing nonstop.

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Tuesday, October 31, 2006

6:42 pm

I think i make the best Hungarian pork and lentil stew. HAHA!

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Monday, October 30, 2006

11:40 pm

Oh goodness. I just realised my title is weiloongs language. I think all of us are influencing each other one way or another.

Anyway, emo shit here goes.

Dear kat,

You are not a loser. You are a loser if you dare think of yourself that way. You are gifted, you have the gift of laughter. Your laughter will bring joy to anyone in the room which is indeed a rare gift. You helped me along the way throughout our year in CJ (besides laughing when my skirt became unhooked/teasing me incessantly about some/everything else you know it) and really made my journey a pleasant one. You have helped in our PW in more ways than one. Your willingness to learn and help had greatly encouraged me as a leader to continue making PW the bane of everyones exsistance, and not give up. Oh yeah. You may suddenly wonder why the heck am i writing this. Haha. I saw your blog la.

You always tell people how beautiful they are and compliment them. But the truth is, you never saw how beautiful you are. Both inside and outside. Seriously, you have such a good character (underneath that sometimes bitchiness HAHA) that you offset any raven haired beauty ive known. Of course im not saying that you're not beautiful on the outside, just that your inner character is just as good. And please do not rebut me by saying that you are ugly, ill force dahl curry down your throat :) Im kidding!

And i want to reiterate the fact that you should not punish yourself just because of your unperfect character. Everyone has their vices, so you have no reason to hate yourself for any aspect. Including the bitchniness. Ai-ya. Everyone bitches, including me. Its a cannot-help-it part and parcel of life.

And as for studies, we shall mug like crazy. Next year!

-char-

And i have officially been drowned in the korean wave. Rains concert is coming up and im going with kel and her friends. Best buddy really best. Thanks for finding out the info man. We are so koreana ahah

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Sunday, October 29, 2006

12:06 pm

Wearing: a pink top and green pants.
mood: my eyes are itchy

Happy birthday Germaine (left)!
I hope you had a great time with the 4 of us at Yuki Yaki/Marina Sq/Singapore river. Judging by the continuous laughter, im sure you did. Eh im not as kiamsap as the rest who shared their present. Har-har. We took a photo dedicated to Derric, would have to wait for Ferlin to send it to me because, well, my camera screwed up last night. So i leave it to the 3 photographers ling, germ and Ferlin to put up the photos on their repsective blogs/friendster/etc. Wendy and i had the liberty of being in the spotlight of the cameras haha. Cheers to U-zap, icecream and store mannequins.

Its been a gastronomic few days. Yesterday included two buffets and a heavy breakfast. It was no wonder that my weight shot up a kg when i went on the weighing scale today. Although i must confess that i am slightly panicking, i should really get over myself. Just to make myself feel better when i overindulge, ill just have to ask myself "what if i die tomorrow?" and ill just binge. Doesnt help my moms on a food frenzy either hah.

Anyway im just sitting here waiting for time to pass by. My eyes are still itchy from all that crying. God-damned korean dramas. Why do you have to be so addictive. I slept at 5am so that i could finish up to disc 5 of my drama, which i started at 12pm. I wanted to swear when i woke up at 9am and couldnt sleep after that. Stupid body clock. Im going to funan center after this and lord knows im going to check out the vcd store for more dramas. Im going crazy.

Its a nice change to be able to enjoy the weekends without looking at the books. The A levels are coming up and i must say, time certainly does pass really fast. Next year its going to be my turn. It seems daunting but i have to perservere. Its just a year. Less than a year. I must make do.

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