11:37 pm
wearing: red top and black skirt
mood: okay
Im slightly lazy to write out a long entry. So ill just write in point form.
-Woke up at 9. Went back to sleep. Woke up at 9.15
-Recieved a message from Jessie, office closed and we left our PW stuff upstairs.
-Rushed to school, went up to 5th storey (where the class is)
-Discreetly tried to open the windows while trying to go unnoticed by the construction worker
-Worker noticed and smiled at me.
-He gave me "dont worry, uncle understand, uncle wont tell anyone" look
-Called priscilla to come up.
-Together used the broom and dustpan to drag weixins table to the window.
-Cut to when project work started.
-Everyone co-operated, everyone was happy and chatty
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Including brother paul-Finally finished distribution of work, went to Subway with Kat.
-Our bet lasts a week. Horrid thing.
-Went home. Ate seaweed. Disturbed dad who was sleeping
-Phonecall from tiff who took down my order for a burger
-Mom dropped me off at cine, laughed at kel and john
-Went to maestro at cine to eat.
-Watched pirates.
I have found that i am not only appealing to mankind, but to insects and bugs as well. Although i am immensely flattered that they should be attracted to me, i would appreciate if they (centering on the mosquitoes) would stop biting me so oft because what may seem like a lovebite to them is seen to me by a swollen bulb of reddish flesh which feels slightly itchy and bloody irritating.
- opps! it fell.
11:34 pm
Choryuan and matt who probably called each other for fashion advice
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11:26 pm
"a shot of when hes turning, thats real paparazzi style"-mel.
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11:26 pm
The varying taste in fashion. Yet, all bonded with the love of chips and popcorn.
- opps! it fell.
11:25 pm
We did have a lot of time to kill
- opps! it fell.
11:21 pm
Mel, attempts at me capturing a blur look of her unsuccessful
- opps! it fell.
11:20 pm
Tiff and her cool look. A big contrast from her panicked face when her spagetthi was too spicy.
- opps! it fell.
11:19 pm
caught in the action.
- opps! it fell.
11:19 pm
Something we always wanted to do but couldnt because its always crowded.
- opps! it fell.
11:18 pm
Priscillas arms were really long.
- opps! it fell.
11:18 pm
Those two on the right dont know the standard 'hold still and pose' method.
- opps! it fell.
11:16 pm
The project work group.
- opps! it fell.
11:15 pm
An intense discussion. Though, i must admit i was aware that pris was taking the photo.
- opps! it fell.
11:14 pm
Jessie, all smiles after beehoon
- opps! it fell.
11:14 pm
See how fun PW is.
- opps! it fell.
11:13 pm
We were smart enough to leave our project work stuff under the table and come back on sat... now we had to resort to this
- opps! it fell.
11:13 pm
Priscilla trying to drag the table to the window
- opps! it fell.
11:12 pm
A testimony of my struggles.
- opps! it fell.
11:12 pm
Khai K.Oed.
- opps! it fell.
11:12 pm
Germaine after an ardous bout.
- opps! it fell.
11:11 pm
Ziyan. The ex-husband hahah.
- opps! it fell.
6:51 pm
wearing: blue shirt and black pants
mood: tired but much better than yesterday
A shoutout of thanks to those who had tried to encourage me yesterday after seeing my mournful face/angsty blog entry. Im fine now and this feeling of sereneness is shrouding me because i have finally gotten back all my results. Hence, i now know fully well which one are my weaker subjects(..what a tough one..) and which ones should i really place more emphasis on.
Although its slightly embarassing to showcase my not-so-good results, i have no choice because i havent really taken a look at all my marks and with no pen nor paper, i have to resort to this.
GP-52.5 (A C5. Increase in 2 marks for everyone)
Math- 30.5 (Expected. F-for fail)
Lit-48 E(i was happy with this though because of a cheap thrill of getting 17/25 for one section while the others were crap)
Econs- 45 (E)
History- aiyoh. Havent gotten this one back yet
I guess im feeling better after the 2.4km run and the peptalks by some people. One of which is katirina who has encouraged me not to give up and we shall do bette next time. Another is Jackie who (though scored mostly As) although sympathised with my current situation, did this hand-slam thing that really emphasised this spirit of "I will try harder and be better". And of course, andrea too.
And yes, ling and germaine yesterday when katirina and i were walking out from the grandstand. They were nice enough to ask whats wrong and thank you for your concern.
Its time to stop being so emo because that really isnt me. On a lighter note, todays newpaper was damn funny. Andrea was laughing like shit when she read it. I understood why:
1)A skeleton was found slumped over the toilet bowl. It was sad as it was discovered by enviromentalists who came to check for dengue mosquito.
2) A girl went to hospital for stitches on her head only to have her eye glued shut by a nurse. She had to pay the hospital fee twice.
3)A grandfather pulled his grandaughters finger out of the escalator when she was stuck.
Anyway, Charlene is now revitialized and ready to go. She will not give up and will continue to strive. SO YES, i will suceed. Mwa-ha-ha.
- opps! it fell.
6:36 pm
wearing: cj shirt and shorts
mood: sad
Theres only one word to describe the kind of feelings that are rushing through me right now and thats fucked.
And its not fucked in the promiscuous aspect.
Im not the only one disappointed with myself for the bad results. My parents are too, especially my dad who sees me as some child prodigy due to my O level results being all 1s and 2s. They expect me to produce results until that level for every single test and exam that honestly sometimes i find pissing off.
So far these are the results i had gotten back:
Gp-50.5 (Ok. At least i passed)
Math- Didnt get it back but i know i failed. My name wasnt on the pass list.
Econs-45 (An E which to my relief/disappointment was a pass)
Lit- Gah. Please let it be a D
Chinese- Subpass which was 47.5. Im happy enough
History- It wouldve been a C or D if the papers werent stolen.
Ok. As i typed my marks down, all the more disappointed i am.
Its even more suckier when A divisions now allow a limited number of people to participate and since the J2s are participating, we cant participate. However, theres no resentment or anything because its right that the J2s should participate but all that training for nothing..
Yet i come to this conclusion that theres no point sighing and moaning about it. Its time to take action. I am going to pick up my books again and push it all the way. I will not let anything deter me from my studies anymore.
The flame is ignited.
- opps! it fell.
6:30 pm
I finally had the courage to throw away
something so small and precious
that was very dear to me
because its time
to let go.
Go me.
(Despite this being a real entry of what im feeling i cannot help but say that i do not have cephas' literary skills and will seek to consult him to write those chimology quotes of his if i ever do want to express something the next time.)
- opps! it fell.
12:48 am
Gee. Looks pretty shiny.
- opps! it fell.
12:47 am
After a traffic jam due to some accident, we have finally arrived at our destination. Thank god we didnt make the wrong turn
- opps! it fell.
12:45 am
My mom obviously pays a lot of attention to me. Lol. Actually, while i was taking this, i was talking on the phone too..
- opps! it fell.
12:43 am
Finally, the moment of rapture has arrived. My chili prawn rice and moms fried rice, taken in Ah tengs bakery/cafe,
- opps! it fell.
12:42 am
After a nice dinner, i went down to the food fair taka was holding. It was pretty crowded and i had no idea i was so close to that woman infront of me.
- opps! it fell.
